Tuesday, May 22, 2018

What Is Dance Warrior


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Rubans Rouges Dance, DanceWarrior, FB: Dance Warrior, Rubans Rouges Dance, Noelle Rose & Kale Andressen Media Arts Enterprises
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May 21, 2018 at 9:41 AM
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16:11
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What is Dance Warrior.mov

Hi beautifuls and beloveds! How are you? My name is Noelle Rose Andressen and I am the Dance Warrior. I've been asked so many times especially lately, “Noelle what is Dance Warrior exactly?” Well let me tell you, Dance Warrior is essentially my nickname… and how did I get this nickname? Well for  many of you who don't know and a lot of you do already know, I have overcome so many things in life. Like all of us, we all have hurdles. Some of the things I've gone through: I survived breast cancer numerous times, I have also overcome the tragedy of having been abused as a child, sexual molestation, sexual abuse, I've had to endure hardships about a lot of common things that we have to go through as human beings in life.  

What I have done is I have taken my nickname, which people say that I've well… more than earned, I've taken my nickname Dance Warrior and I've turned it into many different  things. For one, I've turned them into books. I have a book series called Dance Warrior and as you can see I have two in the series right here. The first one is  “Dance Warrior: from Cancer to Dancer” and the second one right here is called “Dance Warrior: Red Ribbons Shattered Innocence”. And each of these books focuses on my true life stories and how I overcame various things.

The first one I think it speaks for itself. It tells you not necessarily, do I speak about my cancer treatment, I speak about how I put my body back together after cancer treatment. I went back to my beginning and I used dance and both of these books dance was the primary focus, I am a dancer and I "warred" and I championed over my hurdles: Dance Warrior. So these books depict my true life stories and how I overcame so many different things and I want you too to learn how to turn "tragedy into triumph" just like I did.

Another vessel that I have turned into a product that I can share with you, not only do I have my books, my dance pieces, which are in dance concerts that you can come see - see me as a Dance Warrior portraying different characters and overcoming true life things that I have gone through in my life and I show you how. I do it by living an example, by sharing my stories to encourage you. If you're going through a tough time you can get through it. I'm here. I'm living. I'm breathing and I am enjoying my life and I'm touching other people's hearts with my testimony. And I tell these stories not only via my books, I use dance.

I tell my stories in dance. Each one of these books before they were books they were  actual dance pieces. “Red Ribbons” - that was one of the first dances I created in my dance company. It's the heralding flagship of my dance company Rubans Rouges Dance . And then for the cancer book, I tell many different stories via dance dance drama is exactly what I do with my company. And in   my cancer pieces I show you how I went back to my beginning, how I took dance back into my life and I became a dancer again. I fought the odds - the odds are against me. When you have cancer, I don't want to say it's a death sentence, it doesn't necessarily have to be, I'm living proof. I have a grandmother and mother who unfortunately have passed on from the disease I know full well I know full well what's in my DNA but I overcame those odds that were stacked against me. I fought cancer and I won. Not only did I fight cancer and win but I also took back ground and I became a professional dancer all over again only this time I am a Dance Warrior and I'm sharing my message with you.

Our Dance Warrior performances are an amazing thing to see. If you read the book please come see the shows as well you will get so much more out of art and dance. By watching you can see the story that was told in words live. We combine all the arts; we combine music, dance, singing, we even combine artists as far as sculptors, people who do paintings, and we incorporate them into our set. We also bring you the audience into our performance sometimes we'll have you join us on stage; sometimes we will pose questions to you to think about and at  the end; we'll get feedback ; you have an opportunity to meet all the artists.

Dance Warrior is also a live journal that I do as a video broadcast and you can learn, and learn about yourself, and learn about dance, and I share with you my journey what I go through day in and day out. Being a dancer is tough work being a Dance Warrior is even tougher but I show you how you can be encouraged by my life story and I show you live while it's happening. And I let you know what I'm thinking, I let you know what I've gone through, if I'm going to a dance class sometimes I'll take you with me, and sometimes I just let you know of all the different things that I come against.  I also show you how I triumph over those many little tragedies.

When you have cancer, your body changes, even after having a child your body changes. This will help others who have had cancer - help rehabilitate themselves just on empowerment alone but I also give you dance tips too, stretching, different things like that. But my dance journal contains all of these different things and I've been doing this live feed for I want to say about three - four years now and so many people get so many benefits out of it. On top of all these different things I have done a community outreach called Dance Warrior (a.k.a. Choose DANCE trademark of RRD) it's a curriculum that I made/it is a Dance Warrior curriculum. So what we do is we go to different schools, museums, we go to different parks, different places where we take our program Dance Warrior and we spend an afternoon with the kids and we show them just how important they are . These kids they're amazing but sometimes they just need a little nudge to let them know how amazing they are. And when we go into these classroom environments or any other environment that invites us in we do the Dance Warrior curriculum and we show these young adults or young at-risk youth how to Choose Dance and so they too make the choice of being a Dance Warrior.

Now the Dance Warrior curriculum is very in-depth for example what we do is we get t-shirts and we have these wonderful kids - they write their names on the t-shirt and they write all these adjectives. They write the ones that are not so complimentary that they think about themselves on the back of their t-shirt  and on the front they write all these wonderful positive stuff because that's really who they are--they're all the positive things and what's written on their back those are just things they may have to work a little at overcoming and that is what the Dance Warrior program does for them.
So we took this to San Pedro City Ballet not too long ago this spring and we were so delighted. We had such a wonderful time bringing this program to them. All of them had such deep work to do within their hearts and they shared how they felt and then they took those words that they wrote upon their hearts essentially, even though it was a t-shirt, and they turned those words into dance. It's all their choreography. All I did was create the curriculum and the framework in which for them to work from. These wonderful beautiful budding artists shared their heart through movement very much like I do when I am the Dance Warrior and I share my heart via dance, my messages via my books as well.  

Dance Warrior the Studio. We also have a Dance Warrior Studio for the at-risk youth. We also have it for the adults as well. Dance Warrior is an amazing hands-on dance curriculum taught in the school like setting and environment in a studio. We have so much fun. Not only do we bring a verbal curriculum and book work so they can journal, but we also bring to them how to improve their dance through this curriculum.

Through this inner heart work we want to create very responsible adults. Yes they are still children but we are not raising children we were raising young wonderful human beings to be adults someday. And we want to bring this to more schools and we want to bring this to more youth because they are hurting and I believe that I have a part of the answer anyway and I want to do my part to help build the community.

The Dance Warrior Studio Curriculum for adults, that too is wonderful curriculum in dance. It goes back to the foundational work of tap, jazz, ballet, and modern. We focus on inner expression and we take it outwards. We use companion books as well to help journaling. This is an amazing program many adults get so much value out of this because not only do you learn how to improve your dance technique but you also take it in-wards. You take it in words so you can develop your skills at handling life and it teaches people how to handle stress. So we want to teach adults and children to Choose Dance - choose healthier things than alcohol and drugs or any other addictions. We want them to Choose Dance and choose wisely. Under the Dance Warrior curriculum we teach people how to be a Dance Warrior any age.

Dance Warrior Spirit. Now we have a wonderful line of beautiful and fun t-shirts that we have created it's called the Dance Warrior t-shirt line. This is a great opportunity for you to show and share your Dance Warrior spirit to show how you use dance to take tragedy and turn it into triumph.
One of the highest requested items was a calendar under the Dance Warrior brand and we were so happy to bring that to you. So many of you followers asked us: “Do you have a Dance Warrior calendar that can be inspirational something that I can look at every day?” Well yes we do have that and we were so glad to work with so many wonderful and beautiful photographers.

This photo right here, the 2018 calendar, was photographed by Miss Lois Greenfield. She is an amazing photographer dance photographer specifically. And every year we work with various different photographers to bring you not only beautiful dance photography and artistry but at the bottom of each page we have included a quote from one of my books. The theme this year was “Red Ribbons” so this year when we did “Red Ribbons” we included quotes from the book as well.  Lois gave us such a beautiful quote, “Dance Warrior her story is truly inspirational to anyone Noelle is a true Dance Warrior.”

Thank You Lois we love you too.

Dance Warrior Fundraising Teams. We don't only just help the youth and the elderly and I don't just dance and write books but my dance company, dancers, and staff, and board members, we also help other nonprofits raise funds for: cancer research for helping the abused, homeless, so many different functions and things.

I also speak publicly not only under Noelle Rose Andressen my name but I also speak publicly under Dance Warrior. I love helping people I love reaching out to them and I really want to do more in this world to help shape it for a positive thing. There are so many issues in our world and I really believe that the Dance Warrior brings people together and find commonality. I want people to celebrate. I don't want them to be separated over their ideas and ideals. I want to show people how they can be champions: Dance Warriors you too can be a Dance Warrior and I'm going to show you how you can “turn any tragedy into a triumph”.

Under the Dance Warrior brand we will continue to bring you my live journals and will also go retro and show older videos that you guys just really, really love. The most popular ones, we will bring back in a flashback series so you can enjoy them again. You can also join us on our Dance Warrior Channel, it is on YouTube just type in Dance Warrior (add Noelle Rose to the search). You can also join us on our Facebook page called dance warrior as well you can find more information online at dance - warrior dot-com. You can also join us on my blog and respond to any of my journal entries that I share with you in the form of writing and you can continue to contact us, find and follow up, you can find out all these wonderful performances, and our schedule, and our touring.

Thank you so much “I so dearly want to help you to find that inner Dance Warrior so you too can turn tragedy into triumph.”

Friday, February 24, 2017

SOS to My Followers

I Need Your Help Followers
Please help me find my videos on: hamster wheel, teal, spirit, messenger. It was done around 2016 (early 2016). Integrity matters. No one should steal anything from anyone. Be genuinely you not a regurgitation of others. Learn thedifference between inspiration and copying. Sending much love.




Published on Feb 23, 2017
I need your help followers

I've been doing videos on my facebook LIVE for about 1.5 years. It's great fun and my only goal is to help others. The problem that has arisen is that many have been blatantly stealing my stuff and claiming it for their own AND selling my work in their books on line. This is very illegal. My attorney, my Executive Board, me, my husband, family and friends are putting an end to it by partnering with you all - you all rock by the way!

Thank you for all your inbox messages finding our past videos where other people have blatantly copied and stolen my work. We have already had our attorney send letters to thieves to cease and desist.

Here's where we need your continued help: The latest infringement contains certain key words. We are combing our files and transcriptions for these keywords so we can send our copyrighted stuff to facebook and the person who stole my copyrighted work.

Please help me and my team find my videos on: hamster wheel, teal, spirit, messenger. It was done around 2016 (early 2016). Most of these are on my fb: facebook.com/NoelleAndressenDancer

If you find a thief, inbox my staff or leave a post on the fb timeline. Include my link to my video and timecode and also the thief's link and timecode.


A brief word about intellectual property:
We truly need a community that cares for others and not be so desperate to steal other's work. While accidents do happen, and no harm intended in some cases, the preponderance of evidence and frequency tell a different story of blatant intention. Intention does matter. I personally would like to see more people stand up to this form of "cyber-bullying". It breaks my heart to see many cower underneath these bullies and just let them steal their work under the message of: "Be better than them and don't waste your time chasing these thieves down." WRONG!

You are not sinking to their level by holding them accountable. Stealing like they are would be sinking to their level. We owe it to society to stop this and prevent the next person from being stolen from. Just think, if my thieves were stopped previously by someone else who stood up to them, they most likely would have changed their ways and I would not have to be dealing with them. So in turn, I care too much about the next innocent author, speaker, artist to allow this to propagate--I am drawing the line. Ask yourself this: "How would you like it if someone stole your stuff and yet perhaps it could've been prevented if everyone started holding others accountable when theft occurs???" #NoMoreThieves Start hash-tagging a movement of accountability.

To my stalking thief: Integrity matters. No one should steal anything from anyone. Be genuinely you not a regurgitation of others. Learn the difference between inspiration and copying which is not flattery - it's theft and can face hefty fines and imprisonment. Sending much love.


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Sunday, March 4, 2012

A Friend Loves At All Times, Proverbs 17:17

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...I know your precious heart hears me...out of deep concern and lack of knowing what to do these words barely trickle from my lips: "we need to talk".

...I can't resolve this one on my own. I don't know what to say when I'm asked a multitude of times: "why does she hate you so much? Stop apologizing to her." I can't combat all that has been seen-said-done, its beyond my control as people have their own beliefs and facts known by many; but apparently I knew less as they've been/still informing me. I have no words for anyone any more; my mind wrestles wondering if their words are true...after all this time it would possibly make sense...I can't change what you think of me and won't try...I wish you nothing but the best...your battle is between you and god-im only a messenger/an instrument of love...blessings...

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I'm struggling but resolve not to give up on you...I have hope...no one can or will replace you in my heart...as iron sharpens iron...god used you to restore my faith and soften my hardened heart; for years I didn't let anyone in--you were the first person I cared about in a very long long time. Years of deep wounding caused my heart to get hard...woe to our similar past paths--but be comforted by that not angered or frightened--few people in life can have the comfort of knowing someone understands them...

...I know we've both had difficult lives. I say this with deep profound respect to you for surviving...I know the daily struggles with the past can hurt and shape us. Hurt/wounded people hurt & wound other people. If you're looking for answers, I can only point heavenward for I serve Him with my whole being...I know nothing else as an answer...He was my answer...

God has good news for you--a message of hope that can heal the past--this message of peace will make you whole.

Your spirit desires God but your mind fears Him. And dare I say possibly hates Him too. I've witnessed this dichotomy before in many people (we were associate pastors & helped many with this conflict); I struggled with that too before I knew God--I'm 'very' human--its not been all bliss. I've been angry at God at times (like now) but I always return to the truth: Evil writes the wrong in life-God is good and isn't the author of the bad. Evil lures us to believe God is bad-He is not. Evil gets us to be angry at God-He gives peace. I know He is good even though I don't like what he chooses/allows. You have big questions and so did I. I can only say: evil is in this world and God does repay it.

So don't be afraid...be strong...do not yield to the lies that try to penetrate your heart--they are not from God--He brings truth, love and peace--relief.

Be aware of wolves in sheep clothing...many are around...many are manipulating you (and me) for your favor, affection, attention, care; it pains me...hear me: you're placing your trust in the hands of the "WRONG"!! people and one person particularly--it grieves me; perhaps you see it in my eyes...on my face--I don't know what I can do to help you...except pray that you will 'see' with your own eyes...that the veil would be lifted...please be careful...be wise as a serpent yet gentle as a dove...

...beyond all that beautiful, elegant, dancer...I know you'll get your wings soon. I can see the brilliant colors through your cocoon--you were born to fly & be an incredible, beautiful, light for God--I see this deep down--(its buried BUT its a precious gem). Once you get your butterfly wings you will inspire others so they'll have beautiful wings too. I had a dream in which you touched many hearts--including mine (in a way as never before); your life has only yet to truly begin. Know these wings are not carnal or of your own doing but from God--turn to Him-give Him your heart-only then will you get your wings to fly...freedom...you're relying on your own strength to birth forth your wings--you will eventually tire (I did this too-I wasn't born faithful to God--no one is--it comes with much struggle to turn to God) Although you are strong, your true, destined, beautiful, strength lies in God...you will see and you will be grateful...you will finally understand fully all my words, deeds, and care for you...

...if i had one chance to tell you something...

I love u ~ I know you delight in this (as in friend--a true friend who's sacrificed-I know you know this) I care about u (as in concerned you're not ok)

...if it weren't for this deep stirring in my heart I'd believe you were ok; but we can't fool god and he's put you deeply on my heart for a reason.

I help those I care about. Sometimes I wonder if you've mistaken my care for competition--I've nothing to prove (I'm quite content); my heart is far from competing especially with you. I only want to support you if only you'd let me. If you're trying to prove something to me: prove that you love God...all else pales...Its not about dancing--its about God. Its not about outward change but inward change that then filters to the outside. Its His love for you and yours for Him. If there were another way I would say so.

When I reached out to include you in something, it wasn't from a boastful heart, I only wanted you to be a part of something I thought you'd enjoy and quite frankly be good at. I feel you've misunderstood many things & motives. It doesn't help that those around us have lied and confused the issues. I truly wished you would've asked me; so much could've been avoided. Don't believe all you hear--wolves don't speak truth and have an agenda. Let's excel from here on out, both doing better & HELPING one another.

Please also know I've not used you--I feel you've misjudged my motives concerning my helping you. I gain nothing for helping except satisfaction that perhaps I've made someone's load lighter by sharing it. The only true desire or gain I long for is to be completely healthy--no man can grant me that...

Please REMEMBER the GOOD between us there actually is a lot...I don't care what's happened in the past--its done and gone. (But I can't control the actions or beliefs of others at this point. Unfortunately I can't fix this on my own. I would if I could but its not my place to do so) Just like you, I desire peace & harmony between us. God told me you didn't mean to hurt me; the same as I didn't mean to hurt you either...we were both afraid of being hurt which resulted in the very thing we feared and were trying to avoid.

This is why we must walk in FORGIVENESS; an unforgiven past is suffocating--(a burden--so heavy that it tried to serve as a sever).

REMEMBER the EMBRACE; we moved on from that & started over again with everything--even with the unspoken. (....wait...what were you trying to tell me w that embrace...god has been impressing upon me that it wasn't a mere hug......was this your way of saying sorry for the unspoken?.....words mean things--its hard to guess your sub-text w out the text......talk to me....the tragedy is leaving this life with things undone/unspoken.....what are you wanting to say--don't let fear win--you must find your courage....), but please don't shame yourself, I truly forgive you-this is what my smile to you means-I'm not judging you. Everything forgiven (you)...all forgiven (me)...keep that alive...

REMEMBER also: You have VALUE. You are not worthless. Those who made you feel that way when you were young were wrong; they had no right to do that--but they're gone now & can't harm you any more. God didn't do those things to you--Evil did. You are special & your heart precious.

No amount of shame can take away your value; you are loved and cared for. I'm not going to let you give up on hope or yourself. When I speak to you, although brief, I mean what I say. You have tremendous worth (stop your self-loathing cycle)--you will see your value soon....all is not lost...there is hope...the future doesn't have to be enslaved by the past, it can be different--better--beautiful...

...if anything ever happened to you I would not be the same again...I recently had a horrible dream that this was true--it broke my heart...eventhough it was a dream...the residue remains...

I know you hear my words...a desire to communicate...I pray that god will further carry them on the wind to your soul...I had a promise given to me by the wind: the Holy Spirit will reach your heart with truth...that you will let true love in...god in...

And for the days I don't smile please know its because sometimes I need someone to smile at me...I just can't keep giving tirelessly...I'm only human...
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.....the embrace.....what did that 22 seconds mean to you...there's more there, I was aware of that immediately......what have you been trying to say...what makes these precious moments fade away for you...I know you hear me. I'm trying to hear you......talk to me....my son thinks that you dearly love me--that its not hate but fear that drives you....talk to me....with real audible words....few care enough about you to risk & share truth with you....talk to me....from one imperfect human being to another....

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The butterfly is symbolic of a beautiful transformation. Becoming all God truly made you to be when you entrust your heart to Him.

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Do you not know the good news....do you not know the difference of good and evil....

In the words of a wiseman: "Go and sin no more, you're forgiven." This means to keep on the path of goodness-in his strength not our own. It is impossible for any human being to continue to do good without sinning--only god can cause us to maintain faithfulness. Only God can truly mold the heart and truly knows our hearts better than our own selves.

Do not be discouraged, god's grace allows for mistakes in his forgiveness. Stop guilting yourself. Do you not know god's grace washes all clean and removes guilt? Maybe this will help bring some comfort: yes I do remember all that was done to me, what you've said to people about me and what was done behind my back - I find out more daily the depths of it all--BUT I choose to rise above it in love and forgiveness--showing my love and being a vessel of god's grace.

He's trying to show you His love for you by using me. Plainly: you've done some extreme things to me when I've been loving and remained loving. Do you not understand? This is what god's love is all about--when we screw up (and it doesn't matter how many times, how bad it is)--He STILL LOVES US - you.

Haven't you seen god's love for you displayed through me as an example? I'm using it as an example not to bring up the past--however the past is the only example that is right before your eyes. Do you not see? Do you not see love? It's not a feeling. LOVE is: patient, kind, doesn't envy or boast, it isn't proud/rude/self-seeking/or easily angered. It keeps no record of wrong (but it does stand up for what is right & tries to fix it), it doesn't delight in evil but rejoices in truth. It always: protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres. True love never ends. True love never fails....and the secret is the word "true". True love never fails.

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...and yet I realize I'm traveling down the last mile of this road alone....no one else loves you as I do...I was the last one...

...and perhaps I was the only true one...with true love...and I know I haven't been perfect--no one is...

And let's just say as an example and speculate: what if I--this screwed up individual who was so tragically hurt as a child and raped--can find god--give her heart to god, become ill, then be abused in a church, then shut people out of her heart because of that, to have god insert--no--THRUST an unconditional deep true love (one that was expressed above--one of forgiveness when extreme wrong has been done) that no matter what she did she couldn't dig out/get rid of/fight off/remove, have that love tested by having extreme wrong done to her with no apologies given to her and on the other side of it all still maintain that deep unconditional love and harbour no malice: I have to say I am at the end of myself (which is where I suspect you to be as well). My test was: can I love anyone again? Will I show love if hurt? Will I maintain love eventhough it seems unjust? Will I love no matter what?

YES. But only with god's grace. I struggled and god won. He caused me to choose goodness and love. I boast in him not in myself--i was obviously incapable of loving anyone and went through years of being genlte, kind, generous--but no love--no one came into my heart--after the church thing I was done with people but God wasn't done with me. In my pride and vanity I thought I could keep any love from getting into my heart and wanted it that way (no risk-no love-no pain).

The love that was inserted had to be from him because my heart was hard from my past--do you now understand. He used you to show me that yes I can love again--tested under extreme circumstances of sacrifice. He used me to show you that YES someone can truly love and forgive you after a series of mistakes and sin and that you can choose to love again. But wait...do you not know what sin is? I didn't until I was 21. I had no concept of this "sin thing". Many don't.

While it all may seem strange to both of us--its not so strange at all. Because of you I know how to love again. This difficult time has become a cherished one for me. This is what god does--His mysterious multi-faceted ways.

This was my side of the story....it was unknown to you...perhaps?

Perhaps God used both of us in each other's lives to show us both how to love again...2 seemingly very different people on the outside but maybe not inside...2 very different approaches....but winding up with the same beautiful results...

I've been humbled and I will remain in love now that God has won back my heart...
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It breaks my heart that people laugh knowing I care about you--but let them laugh.....because...I still have hope. You know why? Because I've seen you cry...

You do have a heart - a big beautiful one. 'Care taker--tender of the earth/garden'. God sees your beauty and so do I.
  
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A Friend Loves At All Times
Proverbs 17:17 ~ I Love U!!
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I would've given you bflies and roses too but you push me away. You can't have it both ways and I'm not a yo-yo. I'm always unsure of your reactions ~ its why I dont mention you as a mentor any more. You don't want to hear it. I want to & have openly in the past but you read some weird stuff into things & then used my respsect & gratefulness towards you against me ~ oh dear...Sometimes a rose is just that--a rose ---
  
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A Friend Loves At All Times
Proverbs 17:17 ~ I Love U!!
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Merry Christmas ~ you'll be missed
god impressed upon me that you need to take care of your hip & knees


you should read this ~ its beautiful ~ not condemning at all ~ its a very personal thing...his wrist wounds ~ you need to hear some positive things--you're too hard on yourself. I'm going to tell you some things: Your laughter is contagious & joyful & your smile sparkles when you're not concerned of judgement. You have compassion that goes deeper than a canyon & is displayed when you're not worried. Your kindness is more innocent than a child when you're not afraid of being hurt. Your precious heart resoundsing with a tender cry to those who take the time to listen & think about more than themselves. and your precious tears are not a sign of weakness--it is a sign of bridled strength. The shortest Bible verse: Jesus wept. He understands & so do i.
....one of the greatest stories I've ever experienced in my life....I'm honored to be a part of it....

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

wind chasing...oh no my friends the wind can never be caught...

Have you ever chased after something, pining madness, capture it and then only to find it didn't fulfill the needs you had. Why? Why doesn't chasing after things and then posseses them fill us?

The insatiable beast of desire can never be filled to how we'd like it to be--FACT. Usually because our fantasies and day dreams of how we "think" it will be when we achieve our goals are much more grand in our imaginations than they ever truly turn out to be in reality.
Let's look at a son who deeply desires for his father to recognize him for the man he is. Yes, he should be loved and admired and cared for by the father but sometimes (and often-times-) that doesn't happen. Let's say that after 20 years the father does come to recognize his son. The father embraces his son, speaks the right words, but the son still feels empty. Why? Because maybe he found out that the respect he thought he'd finally gain wasn't quite what he pictured. He finds out the truth about his father: struggling, suffering and not integral.

The son then finds out that his father needed his approval more than he needed his father's approval. The wind chasing/catching cycle stops. REALIZATION is what stopped it.

BUT, let's not get so down and hopeless thinking that there's no remedy because this IS where the true beauty lays: when the son finally realizes this, the son can now help the father. AND guess what? Because the son finally let go of his ideas/ideals...he found the truth and bridged a huge chasm by being the one to help his father. The wind chasing stops and the two men can be who they were truly destined to be.

I know this story oh too well...it's quite close to my heart...I attest to this because I've seen the happy & just ending...